Compromise

Sometimes it's difficult for me to compromise. It's just not part of my temperament.  I try my hardest to make sure that I get to do what I want until the only other option is to compromise. It's my last resort.

I guess you could say asking me to consider giving up something that has been a part of my life for so long, like playing ball, would be like asking me to cut-off my right arm. Is it selfish to want to play in two leagues? Yes, but not everyone gets the opportunity to do so. It's something that I get to do for myself, which doesn't happen very often.  Sometimes I feel like I spend so much time trying to do right by others, that I often neglect myself.

So we'll see how this unfolds. I find myself perturbed.